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>> I don't konw... I just feel............... pain.
>
>Martin,
> You described a textbook case of depression. I strongly recommend
seeing a professional psychiatrist>ASAP. Be honest, speak your
>mind, get it off your chest. Talking with the doctor can help a great
deal. In addition, there are a variety of>prescription drugs
>which are very effective against depression, and with their help, you
can get your mind clear enough to make>sense of your problems
>real or imagined in a way that you can't while under the influence of
unbridled depression.
Maby.. I don't know about it (ofcause I can get it free at the
millitary-base), but I don't know if this problem if serious enough...
But maby I'll arrange a small one-time meeting with him to find out if
this really IS a depression. (I don't think it is, but who knows?!).
> If you don't do something about it, no matter how many furs say the
most wonderful things to you, you can>still slide downhill.
>With neurochemical depression, you could have all the support and love
the Pope has and you'd still be>unhappy. You could be making
>$100,000US a day and a rock star with a worldwide following and you'd
still feel like dying.
Well. Agter ending up in the army I have lost my primary way of
expressing my feelings (good and bad). Drawing... THATS the way I used
to express my deepest feelings... But since I ended up in the army I
have almost last all the time I have to draw. And the little time I do
have I use to draw furry-art... (I still have a pic for Max_BR and
Scrapper_Black_Dragon I have to finish)...
And I would talk with my friends, but two of then died a short time ago
(in connection with a millitary-opperation in the south - I when to
their funerals a week ago (NON of you konws this I have never said that.
Its classified material)) and my best friend is spending he's last few
days at home (2 weeks) he's going to Iraq to help out with the rest down
there...
> Get yourself some help, Martin. The end result of depression can be
very bad and no one wants that to>happen to you.
>-Wayd Wolf
I'll see how I feel in a week or so. Then I'll decide what I'll do...
Thanks for your concern...
Signed: Martin Gerlach.
Received on Tue May 06 2003 - 08:00:03 CDT